Tuesday, December 15, 2009












"Yesterday when i was lonely sitting writing some notes,
i felt a breeze passing through the net of my hairs,
i felt as if it whishpered something in my ears,
which i cudnt recall although i tried alot....
i closed my eyz for a min,
i saw a picture of a face in my eyes,
in search for that i opened my eyes,
but i was unable to see anyone arround

in the garden while moving through soft grasses,
i felt as if someone i smoving my side,
touching my shoulders,holding my hands,
but when i wanted to find:who was it
i wa sunable to find him.

yesterday when i was lonely sitting.
a breeze moved trough my ears
shaking my ear rings....
which madea sweet soft note of love,
i felt as if u have shaken my ear rings,
as it was moving with so much pleasure,
kissing my cheeks,


then when i stopped writing...
i understood itz my dream,
thats want to hold ur picture
itz my imagination,
thats want to imagine u and only u
itz my feelings,
thats want to feel ur touch.......

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Say....this is for u ....

Why Are You So Special To Me...



Because you sense the feelings
behind the words.



Because you always see something
positive in me.



Because you are never fake but are always
honest with me.



Because you are a rare combination
of strength and sensitiveity.



Because you are not afraid to step out
into the unknown.



And most of all because I have the privilege
of calling you friend.


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We've come a long way
we've known each other far too long
Just to let go
Just to let go

What more can I say
That hasn't been said yet ?
What more can I think
That hasn't been thought yet ?
What more can I do
That hasn't been done yet ?
Or, have I done something
That I should regret ?

Lemme know your hearts desire
Perhaps I can fulfill it
Lemme listen to your heart
'Tis music - your heartbeat...

Is it over yet ?
That special thing we had?
Are we no one for each other?
Is it that bad ?

We've come a long way
We've known each other far too long
And without a fight
I won't let go....
I though you should know...

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one last painful hug goodbye
one last passionate kiss and tear stained eyes
you turned and walked away
but your memories were here to stay

your face tattooed to my mind
your love i can no longer find
your words repeat in my head
your the reason for all my tears shed

my souls now hollow
my minds lost in all of its sorrow
I'm now haunted by your ghost
you were what i needed most

the memories of that one last painful night
when i lost this fight
i was blinded by your lies
you told me this love would never die

you held me close
you told me i was the one you wanted most
you said you'd never let these feelings die
every thing you said was just a lie
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So what if today we are far apart
U still reside in the hidden corner of my heart
So what if u don’t treat me as a friend any more?
I am learning to smile again; I will be successful for sure,
Whenever I miss u, I just get lost in memories of olden days
I still remember those lovely days, when in ur arms I use to lay

So easily u moved on n now u treat me as stranger
Still i tried to help u out but then u took me as a challenger
Sometimes I feel so hurt that I lock myself in room n loudly I shout
Its u who was wrong, its u who lied, n then its u who have doubts?
My poems were never to blame u, they were just my feeling’s portray
Its u who played with my feeling, then why cant I call ur fake love a betray?

Sometimes I curse my fate, because I met u, because I loved u
My feelings were true, tell me, that’s why am i in blues?
Today, i try to run away from this feeling called love.
Because a heartless person came in my life n acted like a dove,

But the bitter truth is, I am still in love with you
I still wish to spend some moments even if they r few
I cry a lot then try to find u in my tears………….
That crying never gave me pain but brought both of us near
Perhaps unconsciously I am trying to dream of that time
When world will be beautiful, I will be yours n u will be mine
You will be mine……………
You will be mine…………….
You will be mine……………
You will be mine…………….
___________________________-

O Lord
O Lord,

If tomorrow on Judgment Day

You send me to Hell,

I will tell such a secret

That Hell will race from me

Until it is a thousand years away.

O Lord, Whatever share of this world

You could give to me,

Give it to Your enemies;

Whatever share of the next world

You want to give to me,

Give it to Your friends.

You are enough for me.

O Lord,

If I worship You From fear of Hell,
burn me in Hell.

O Lord,

If I worship You From hope of Paradise,
bar me from its gates.

But if I worship You for Yourself alone

Then grace me forever the splendor of Your Face.



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E Khuda Aaj Ye Faisla Karde,
Use Mera ya Mujhe Uska Karde.
Bahut Dukh Sahe He Maine,
Koi Khusi Ab Toh Muqadar Karde.
Bahot Mushkil Lagta Hai Usse Duur Rehna,
Judai Ke Safar Ko Kum Karde.
Jitna Duur Chale Gaye Woh Mujhse,
Use Utna Kareeb Karde.
Nahi Likha Agar Nasib Me Uska Naam,
To Khatam Kar Ye Zindagi aur Mujhe FANAA Karde.


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All of my life I've been waiting
For a love to come knocking.
Down on my knees I'm praying
That you'll never say you're leaving.


You made my life complete,
You brought the light in my eyes,
You put carresses in my soul,
You sprinkle joys in my heart.


You've always been there for me
With a love so pure and free
Giving it unselfishly,
Not asking for security


Now honey, for you, I swear
With all my heart I really care
That my love is forever true
Till the end of time, I'm in love with u



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Why do u make me mad?

Make me sad?
Make me cry?
Make me wanna die?
You say u love me
then u play games with my heart
and eventually tear it all
you said u would always love me
I thought it was true
but all it was was u being you
I will always love you no matter what
this may be true
even though u always turn me blue.


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I'm sorry for the pain i caused
I'm sorry for the tears i made you cry
I'm sorry for the lies i told
I'm sorry that I'm not perfect
I'm sorry that I'm not pretty
I'm sorry for not being there when I said I would
I'm sorry for causing so much trouble
I'm sorry for always doing the wrong thing
I'm sorry I'm a failure to you
but i can't help being me.

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I thank God sent you to me,
For you and I were meant to be.
We have a bond too strong to break,
We have a love no one can take.

In you, I have found a love so true,
My heart is filled with love for you.
Every time I see you, my heart skips a beat,
You make my life whole, you make my life complete.


My love for you grows more with each passing day,
The thought of your gorgeous face takes my breath away:
Those brown eyes fill my soul with happiness,
Those luscious lips I love to kiss.


The day when I become your wife,
Will be the happiest day of my life.
Even thinking of that day makes me smile,
I can't wait 'till I walk down that aisle.


I dream of that day when we'll both say, I do
For always and forever... I will love you.


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And sometimes it happens
that you are friends
and then you are not friends
and then friendship has passed
and whole days are lost and among them
a fountain empties itself.

And sometimes it happens
That you are loved
And then
You are not loved
And love is past
And whole days are lost
And among them
A fountain empties itself into the grass.

And sometimes you want to speak to her
And then
You do not what you speak to her
Then the opportunity has passed
Your dreams flare up

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